Then I remember what I look like…
If choose to go in this path way. I’m gonna have to tell Kiara bye for a while. I’m ok with taking that path. The part that’s gonna hurt the most is leaving her here, and to let everyone brain wash her into thinking that I left cuz I couldn’t Handel being a father. Which isn’t true. Just right now I’m thinking what’s possibly the best for the both of us. I really think I need to leave this place I call home and go in search of finding a place to settle. Yeah I’m scared, but I honestly think this is the best for both her and I. I love my daughter with all my heart, and I would never want to leave her. I know I can trust in my family and friends watching over her for me. I’m gonna talk this over with my brother and sister Micah and Jasmine. I love you Kiara with all my heart. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life. I’m sorry that dad is honestly thinking about taking this path in life. I’ll always be there in your heart. I know you don’t understand right now cuz your only 3. But you’ll understand later. Btw everyone no I’m not gonna kill myself!!! FYI I just read this and it sounds like I am. But no I’m not.